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[29 Sep 2006|09:07am]
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It's been a really long time since I even considered writing an entry..but I guess since I am sitting in a dark room while my roommate is sleeping...I might as give it a try..This semester at school is exactly what I thought it was going to be...I have to admit that I'm struggling with classes including the classes that I thought I was going to do pretty well in. It really scares me and to be honest, it's bringing my self-esteem down quite a bit. I have gotten to the point of not really caring about studying because in my mind, I ask "what's the point"? I thought it was going to be ok because I get out of classes so early every day..I don't even know what I do with my time...I just hope that I change my attitude and state of mind soon...I have a PNB exam on Wednesday and I really do plan on studying all day...so I plan...
Betty is leaving for Seattle tonight...I really am going to miss her...I basically spend all week with her and it's funny because we make it a joke that she's my roommate..even the neighbors have excepted it...Next semester may be lonely..unless I visit my friends in Ashford or go to Hilltop (that's soooo "far" away...)
Jon is picking me up tonight to go home with him for the weekend. We are supposed to go bowling with his good friends which I haven't done in a really long time..On a sad note, his grandfather fell twice and they discovered a brain tumor and he isn't going to live much longer. It really scares me to see how fast time goes..I only met him in the beginning of the year but to see health go so fast...I'm not much of a comfort because I don't know what to say when something like this happens. I just want to offer my support the best way I can. I have a math test in a little bit...I just want the day to be over...

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