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It's been a really long time since I even considered writing an entry..but I guess since I am sitting in a dark room while my roommate is sleeping...I might as give it a try..This semester at school is exactly what I thought it was going to be...I have to admit that I'm struggling with classes including the classes that I thought I was going to do pretty well in. It really scares me and to be honest, it's bringing my self-esteem down quite a bit. I have gotten to the point of not really caring about studying because in my mind, I ask "what's the point"? I thought it was going to be ok because I get out of classes so early every day..I don't even know what I do with my time...I just hope that I change my attitude and state of mind soon...I have a PNB exam on Wednesday and I really do plan on studying all I plan...
Betty is leaving for Seattle tonight...I really am going to miss her...I basically spend all week with her and it's funny because we make it a joke that she's my roommate..even the neighbors have excepted it...Next semester may be lonely..unless I visit my friends in Ashford or go to Hilltop (that's soooo "far" away...)
Jon is picking me up tonight to go home with him for the weekend. We are supposed to go bowling with his good friends which I haven't done in a really long time..On a sad note, his grandfather fell twice and they discovered a brain tumor and he isn't going to live much longer. It really scares me to see how fast time goes..I only met him in the beginning of the year but to see health go so fast...I'm not much of a comfort because I don't know what to say when something like this happens. I just want to offer my support the best way I can. I have a math test in a little bit...I just want the day to be over...
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Open your chosen media library for this (iTunes, WinAmp, MediaMonkey, whatever).
Answer, no matter how embarrasing it is.

How many songs? 1008
Sort by artist:
First artist: 50 Cent
Last artist: Ying-Yang Twins

Sort by song title:
First Song: "But Home is Nowhere" A.F.I.
Last Song: "Zero" Smashing Pumpkins

Sort by time:
Shortest Song:"Horn Introduction"-Modest Mouse :09
Longest Song:"Pump It"- Black Eyed Peas 16:36
First song that comes up on Shuffle: "Too Much" Dave Matthews Band

How many songs come up when you search for “sex”? 0
How many songs come up when you search for “death”? 34
How many songs come up when you search for “love”? 61
How many songs come up when you search for “you”? 128
How many songs come up when you search for “why”? 2
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So I haven't updated in a few months and I thought that it was time to enlighten the world about my life. I finished Middlesex in December and am about to transfer to the University of fact about would be 4 days. I'm really nervous just because at Middlesex I didn't have the study habits I should be using. We'll see!! I'm living in Buckley. The pros: Laundry Room, Dining Hall, Starbucks, Elevator. The Cons: Bad Dining Room (supposedly..) and actually I've never even set foot near Buckley so I'll have to update the Cons list. (Eventually).
I QUIT the Lodge. I love old (yet able to fully function) people. When I have to reapply to a job that I have been at for 2 1/2 years..and also get just makes me mad. The gay chef quit because he doesn't like the new management. I quit...well my reason was for leaving for college...but I can feel like a badass if I want to.
I'm leaving Amicis. I learned a lot of serving skills for future employment. Still the trays make me want to topple over...but once I start lifting weights at the gym..hell yeah..
P.S. Since I know Betty will eventually read this....Betty: Get your ASS back to Cromwell. I'll settle for Storrs though :-)
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So I guess I'm too random and not interesting enough to really take seriously. Anyway, today is a good day. I like chocolate chip pancakes. Anyone else? Do you prefer Febreeze over Oust? I enjoy both equally. They provide a refreshing scent that lingers for hours. I just got informed that red ants bite. anyway, Lori ditched me and Dorota because she totally saw my car at Starbucks and didn't even stop by. you bitch!! I'm not hanging out with you anymore because you think botany is more important. Yes i called you a BITCH....don't I remind you of HEATHER? well not really...she just poked you....and called you a slacker....she's a bitch. and so is Maria. Don't listen to bitchy people.
SO the reason I feel so good is because I realized I'm better at ping pong than Jon. oh yeah and ALSO my nana took me out all day yesterday and we bonded. And she bought me a luggage bag because she insists I start traveling because what's the point of life if you are stuck in the same area for your entire existence? I went to see In Her Shoes with Maggie and Nidia and I really enjoyed it. I mean I am not Cameron BY FAR but she was working in a retirement home and..........I was like "that is really cool because so do I." Maggie and Nidia are about to go on an adventure with me to Meriden. I'm excited. and PLUS we get free junior frosties at Wendy's. yayy.
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you are blueviolet

Your dominant hues are blue and magenta. You're the one who goes to all the parties but doesn't quite fit in at every one... you know what you want, but are afraid of what the world might think of it. You're a little different and that's okay with them, and if you're smart it's okay with you too.

Your saturation level is higher than average - You know what you want, but sometimes know not to tell everyone. You value accomplishments and know you can get the job done, so don't be afraid to run out and make things happen.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
the html color quiz
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